The days slip through my fingers without sensation
With hours of paid programming in the forefront of my mind.
Illusions seem more real: comedies, sitcoms, midevening drama on a screen:
Vibrant realities joking in technicolor.
I want to move in to the big house with plastic food and a tall picture perfect husband to fuck
when I come home from my six-digit salary job.
My life will have a coherent plot,
And every night a happy ending.